I am sick of feeling so ugly and I cant wear make up. My...?

My lips are huge and my face looks blotchy and pale, like a pear shape, and my right eye is larger than my left. My hair is always oily and I have a uni brow which my parents dont allow me to wax. I am spotty even though I eat so healthy and take a lot of exercise. There is hair above my upper lip (parents don't allow me to wax that) and I have dark grayish skin. I look at others. And feel ugly. We paired up in school, boy girl, boy girl, and I was chosen last and paired up with the horrible boy with anger issues and swore a lot. I am in my mid teens and everyone has had a boyfriend except me. I am not allowed make up or any facial treatment. What can I do???